I THINK I’M DYING.
I haven’t felt like myself in almost a year. I think this is what death feels like. I think I’m dying.
I think God is tired of me begging for forgiveness every two days because I’ve done things I know I shouldn’t do. My friend says God can never be tired of me, but I don’t think that’s true in my own case. Does she know the things I’ve done?
Save me.
I think I’m dying.
Someone help please.
I think I want it all to end. I know there’s more to life and I know where my sadness ends is where that of my friends begin if I kill myself, but I’m really tired.
I don’t want to kill myself but I want to stop feeling confused and drained every day I wake up.
I wake up everyday wishing I’ll feel better than yesterday but I guess that’s just delusional of me.
I’ve been stuck in what’s called a valley. I really can’t remember exactly how it started, but right now, I don’t know who I am.
There are nights I lay awake wishing and praying for tears to flow so I can cry out my feelings, maybe that will make me feel something, but no tear comes, so I just lay there feeling nothing but wishing to feel anything.
I think I’m dying.
I’ve tried praying, but I don’t even know what to pray. I think I’ve forgotten how to pray.
The peace and joy that I prayed for constantly for years feels like they’ve been snatched from me and I’m left empty; feeling empty.
I’m dying.
God please don’t let me die.
This is my cry for help.
“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those whose spirits are crushed.”
Psalms 34:18 NLT
P.S: See this as an exaggerated work of fiction.
Finished Writing: 25th December, 2025 22:55.
Edited: 26th December, 2025 13:25.
Posted: 26th December, 2025 13:26.

Are you sure it is an exaggerated piece of writing?
Pls, I am very concerned